MEET JACK
This is Jack as I first knew him
We fed Jack with Chopsticks |
We first met each other in early May. Jack had tumbled from one
of the dovecotes that line the eves of an old stone barn where a
"clattering" of daws nest in the Spring. He was tucked in a pocket of long
grass yelling "Chyak Chyak" in a clear high pitched voice; it was only
a matter of time before a passing cat would have had him for lunch. These
encounters with fledgeling daws happen every year, usually I fetch a ladder
and place the young birds back into the nests from where they have tumbled, but
on this occasion a colony of bees had arrived and made their home in the next door cote. Rather
than risk getting stung I took the half naked semi feathered creature into the house
and gave it to Mami to look after. She fed him with tinned cat food from chop
sticks and then put him on a bed of soft toilet tissue on the floor of a rusty old budgie cage.
In olden times they were called daws, just why they added the
Jack prefix is unknown. Sometimes Jack is added as a prefix to mean maleness, as
in Jack Ass, but Jack also can mean small as in Jack Snipe. Jackdaws are
amongst the smallest members of the crow family, so its name small crow is very
appropriate. Another compelling theory is that their call Chyak Chyak
sounds like Jack Jack.
Jack looked like ET with blue eyes, maybe he was intelligent, but he acted like a clockwork toy. He spent all day sleeping until something passing would make a noise and wake him up, then his head would stick up and he would start yelling Chyak Chyak with all his might until we had fed him more cat food, when he was full he would reward us with a poo before collapsing back into a heap.
Corvids, as crows are known, are sometimes
called "feathered Apes" because they are so intelligent. I recommend you look at this remarkable video
of a crow using his mind
to solve a problem of how to use a piece of wire to pull a basket of
food from the bottom of a
deep glass jar. As Jack grew he changed from behaving like a clockwork
toy into a super intelligent, social and emotional being.
In those first few days he grew very fast, and after a week he
walking about the cage and trying to get out. It was about this time that something more subtle
emerged. I would see him enjoying great long extended stretches of his wings and
he would hiss if I annoyed him: the clockwork toy was developing spirit.The clockwork toy was developing a Spirit |
He obviously did not like the confinement of the budgie cage and so we bought a very expensive very large dog cage; it did not work, a few
days later he was clambering to escape from that that too and we had to give him a whole
room where he could fly and play with visitors.
I have been very interested in the mind for some time. When I am drawing people relaxing by the sea I have noticed that all the children share a fascination of stones....they collect stones and put them into piles and throw them in the sea......and the adults retain the same interest. If Jackdaws went to the sea-side, and you will sometimes see daws there, they would spend all their days looking for objects to break.
I have been very interested in the mind for some time. When I am drawing people relaxing by the sea I have noticed that all the children share a fascination of stones....they collect stones and put them into piles and throw them in the sea......and the adults retain the same interest. If Jackdaws went to the sea-side, and you will sometimes see daws there, they would spend all their days looking for objects to break.
Jack would spend all day looking for objects to break |
He would use his feet like hands |
every new object is checked out for its break-ability.
His beak was sharp, pointed, shiny, vicious, delicate and super-sensitive to the outside world. Jack explored and experienced the world through his beak.
and after he owned it again he would take it away in his beak
His beak was sharp, pointed, shiny, vicious, delicate and super-sensitive to the outside world. Jack explored and experienced the world through his beak.
Jack explored the world through his beak |
With extreme precision he would hammer like a woodpecker on to the very tip of a chopstick, never missing his aim, until the wood splintered...and afterwards he knew his chopstick. When I held his chopstick close to him he would snatch it away from my hands. Sometimes a tug of war would develop.
and after he owned it again he would take it away in his beak
He was always inquisitive. When I came into the room he picked my pockets, and if I had a hand behind my back he would peer round my waist to check that I was not hiding something from him. New objects were always fully investigated
New objects were always investigated |
and shared
and shared |
and if I left them in the room they would be broken by the time I returned. Jack was not completely self-centred; sometimes he would help with the clearing up by collecting the broken pieces and putting them in a pile on the shelf.
Jack was also sensual. I have often noticed how our cats enjoy new sheets on the bed and fresh water.. Jack was pretty picky too, his sensual experiences were highly developed; he would eat only the chunks of cat food and leave the jelly. One day when visiting Jack I had an apple in my hand, and Jack looked at what I was eating with envious eyes so I gave a piece. He took it gently in his beak, and I could see his tongue caressing and licking the juice to find out if it was tasty, then he swallowed it. 30 seconds later he spat it out again. Jack had decided he did not like apples!
He loved helping me when I changed the dirty newspaper for new and brought a bowl of fresh water everyday which was a "must have".
He loved helping me when I changed the dirty newspaper for new and brought a bowl of fresh water everyday which was a "must have".
Fresh water everyday was a must have |
One day I discovered the reason why his bowl of water got so dirty, he was using it as a bath.
He wanted a bath |
After I understood his need I brought him a larger bowl for his ablutions. He understood it purpose at once and jumped right in, splashing about vigorously making everything around him wet. I was standing some yards away with my back to the wall and I still got soaked.
He splashed about vigorously |
he shook himself like a dog does |
and preened himself |
After baths he looked he looked sleek and beautiful.
Sleek and beautiful |
Jack had an intelligent mind that needed to be engaged. He liked my visits but really did not like it when I did not want to play. When I was drawing he would always take a look at my pencil box. After a while he learnt what he was looking for; his first priority was to take out the rubbers and pieces of chalk because he knew they would break if he thumped them hard enough with his beak, and he also knew I would chase him to get them back.
looking for pieces of rubber and chalk |
His next priority were the plastic propelling pencils because he liked to pull out the rubbers and break the lead tips.
After emptying my pencil box he would arrive on top of my sketch board
After emptying my pencil box he would arrive on top of my sketch board
on top of my sketch board |
and would crawl, slip and tumble down the paper never taking his gaze away from the tip of my pencil
Jack would crawl, slip and tumble down the paper never taking his gaze away from the tip of my pencil |
which he would launch himself at, breaking the fine lead tips with a single snip using the end of his beak with a delicate finesse. Other times, perhaps when I was using a piece of graphite, he would grasp the stick with his beak and not let go. His head would sway back and forth across the paper as I scribbled from side to side
His head would sway back and forth across the paper |
sometimes his attacks were launched from my sleeve
After all his efforts to stop me drawing had failed he would start ripping the paper I was drawing on. Jack was a real attention seeker.
Jack is watching the tip of the pencil and planning his moment to attack |
When he gained my attention he would sometimes calm down. He loved to sit on my shoulder and look out of the window with me, or cuddle up on my arm and make soft intimate sounds of affection. On these occasions he used his beak with a lot of gentleness, perhaps nibbling and preening what is left of my hair. He liked to push his beak to my mouth, like you see birds do sometimes, but if I smiled he would jab at my teeth because he thought them interesting shiny objects that needed to be tested for their breakability.
We found Jack in May. The internet told us that if we released him too early he would get bullied by other birds, so we waited until August to release him. On his last day of captivity Mami and I visited him in his room, he clambered all over Mami, as he always did
and stood on her head, as he always did
We took some hurried photos with an iphone, none were very good. This is a last memory of Mami with Jack
Instead of giving him his morning meal we opened the window wide and went downstairs to call him. We could see him flying around the room, sometimes he looked at us before retreating back inside. I went upstairs and Jack came straight to my arm. Together we looked out of the open window and at Mami below who was calling him to a bowl of food. Jack looked and spread his wings and flew. His flight was unsteady, he scooped in the air and went behind some trees. We never saw him again.
What I have told you about our adventures with Jack is only a flavour of what happened. There is so much more that I never achieved to show in my drawing. I think he got lost, I do not think he really wanted to leave.
Everyday I go out and call him, but he has never shown himself. At this time of year food is plentiful, he knows how to feed himself. He used to catch flies in his room. I think he is OK.
Instead of giving him his morning meal we opened the window wide and went downstairs to call him. We could see him flying around the room, sometimes he looked at us before retreating back inside. I went upstairs and Jack came straight to my arm. Together we looked out of the open window and at Mami below who was calling him to a bowl of food. Jack looked and spread his wings and flew. His flight was unsteady, he scooped in the air and went behind some trees. We never saw him again.
What I have told you about our adventures with Jack is only a flavour of what happened. There is so much more that I never achieved to show in my drawing. I think he got lost, I do not think he really wanted to leave.
Everyday I go out and call him, but he has never shown himself. At this time of year food is plentiful, he knows how to feed himself. He used to catch flies in his room. I think he is OK.
1 comment:
Beautiful story, I hope one day you will see Jack again.
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